Again

I am drowning......I dun feel like working.....I hate coming to work simply I am like a puppet. Many thaings are not within my control. I do not have the perimeter to play hence, no satisfaction at all.

I cannot command and control, thus I regert myself as an ordinary working even I am a Manager. I have since lost my pride and confident.

I need something quick to spice up my life. Lord Buddha please help me.